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I'm not surprised that my leg is on fire from chronic pain but that doesn't mean I'm happy about it.
#i went to the circus yesterday and so obviously today is going to be a bad pain day but i'm still tired of always being in pain#chronic pain means chronic fatigue#so i'm also exhausted#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#chronic illness#although i hate that term#disabled#disability#disabilties#hypermobility#hypermobility spectrum disorder#hip labral tear
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Day 6941 of pondering over Odysseus’s hair color again. Dark will forever live rent free in my head but red is gorgeous and brown is so commonly accepted and auburn as a mixture is beloved but then dark is still living rent free in my head…
Basically, depending on how you interpret the color of ξανθός (xanthos, for his hair) and κυάνεος (kyaneos, for his beard) to be
#tagamemnon#the odyssey#greek mythology#odysseus#homer’s odyssey#the iliad#homer’s iliad#Homer literally went like: Xanthos! Ok I’ll leave it to yall#textbook interpretation for xanthos is “yellow/golden” but you know how “cursed” the image of a blonde Odysseus is?#not that I hate it it’s just that it’s a spectrum covering more shades than merely “yellow”#but what would you do with a spectrum?#have his hair changing colors or smth?#his beard is easier to decide cuz kyaneos is dark indeed#but xanthos doesn’t go into the spectrum of “dark”. It’s lighter as in shade#besides his hair doesn’t necessarily have to go like his beard cuz they could have different colors according to genetics#although…could you imagine an auburn-haired Odysseus with a dark beard?#that’s probably the closest design to this description that I can imagine#but then iirc xanthos being used for auburn hair is quite late as in Romans’ times?#but then Homer is not being any useful here since xanthos is quite a broad term so accuracy doesn’t even matter in this case#why am I putting these in the tags I have no kriffing idea#Lyculī crustula
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girl gojos literally racist🤨
Genuinely curious, did you actually read the chapter or are you someone that only keeps up with the series through leaks and/or twitter/tiktok summaries?
Gojo mistakenly believes that Miguel's build is how it is solely because he isn't Japanese (and is black) and Miguel goes on to correct him saying that is an untrue stereotype.
I'm not sure where you live, but I've definitely heard people claim that some athletes have an advantage due to their race, which isn't actually true, but it is a common misconception.
So yes, what Gojo says is based on a racist stereotype, but there is a big difference between saying something racist due to ignorance and saying something racist out of malice.
Gojo didn't realize what he was saying was incorrect and a racist stereotype and once Miguel educates him he immediately apologizes (something gojo is known for not often doing)
Also please don't hate on gege for including this. He is using this as an example to educate his audience. It may seem super obvious to more western audiences, but to japan that is a monoethic country its more understandable that people wouldnt know.
This is how I interpreted the scene in this chapter. If you think I got it wrong or missed something, please let me know :) I like to stay as informed and educated as possible and continuing to be open minded to different perspectives is important to me.
#i think its really important to remember that not everyone is educated on things that may seem obvious :)#and that alot of time they are genuinely just ignorant and mean no harm#although i feel like alot of people think ignorant is a negative term when it literally just means to not know/ be unaware#its choosint to remain ignorant even when properly educated that is bad.#It also showcases that Gojo is far from perfect and still human like everyone else. He messes up and makes mistakes too#like yes what he said was racist but he immediately apologizes when he realizes#its important to let ppl that mess up learn and not forever hate them for their past ignorance ;;#i hope i worded this take okay ?? im not usually very good at putting words into thoughts
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sorry i can't hang out rn the two men from that 4 year old show kissed and i literally cannot think about anything else. yeah gonna be all month
#good omens#gomens#crowzira#deleted messenger haven't talked to any of my irls in a week#lowkey hate how nice it is to get a break tbh like oh my goddd im in the mental illness zone do NOT talk to meeee#it feels mean but also I've spent basically every second since September hanging out with#1 - 10 people near constantly. i need some downtime. although by downtime i did not#imagine stopping all human functions and just becoming a vessel for an engless loop of g0mens thoughts#not even true i CAN talk to ppl but only if it's someone that knows how ill i am or if it's#about g0mens. otherwise leave me alone#like i can literally only talk in terminally online tumblr terms rn i can barely remember hungarian#MY ASS LITERALLY GOT FACTORY RESET TO MY TERMINALLY ONLINE SELF😭😭#not true coz back when i used to be this online i still talked to irls. mostly to get them to watch whatever i was watching but still#im gonna hang out with some tumblr mutuals who are just as ill as me soon. so that's something#idk how the fabric of budapest can handle that much mental illness in one room but whatever#ineffable husbands#i misspelled it.
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In theory I'm down with the concept of characters romancing each other if not pursued by the player character. Less so in practice because I have historically never liked the combinations bioware makes on their own.
So I am just imagining my second playthrough seeing Neve flirt with someone she has no chemistry with
#DA Tag#I mean we'll see I guess#Don't take me too seriously#The only combination I actually liked was Jacob and Kasumi and look where that got me lmao#I guess I don't hate Vega/Ash#Mostly because I am thrilled someone in these games actually sees her as desirable as I do#and then I just straight up hate ta//ibrations I'm sorry#Maybe you can count Alistair and Anora? I do like them#But you have to orchestrate that#I hate both Hawke Siblings pair#Indifferent to Fenabela although I don't think it was meant to be long term#And I hate Josie and Blackwall#Again that was never meant to go anywhere#But if bioware had balls they would have had Blackwall crushing on Vivienne#Indifferent to Dorian and Bull#Sera and Dagna's cute but of course it's only mentioned#Ship Hate
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Anyhow happy birthday to my long departed grandfather, gramps you woulda loved the results coming out of Hyabusa 2 and OSIRIS-REx.
#He also woulda loved the Comercial Crew program which I hate#Honestly I desperately wish I could talk that one out with him#He was excited about the idea of commercial spaceflight but either he was wrong about how it would go#Or he had different priorities in terms of space exploration than I do#Either way I would really love to have gotten to the bottom of that one with him because on most other things he and I agree morally#Although there's a few other minorer points that might've come up if he were still around to discuss them#I say this with all my heart: fuck alzheimer's
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every day I ask myself, what even is religion? what even is being religious? because unfortunately the default way people tend to use this term is to say "are you Christian or something very similar to Christian in my limited understanding (aka Abrahamic in some way)" OR "are you specifically this kind of pagan" (the kind that, to me, has "this is clearly a backlash against monotheistic hegemony" vibes). I guess Buddhism may get a nod here too, as an afterthought, since it's been incorporated into Western collective consciousness for better or worse
am I religious? not by those connotations, certainly, but "I'm not religious" doesn't feel right. not when the possibilities of religiosity reach so far beyond those limitations. can being a divine entity make one religious by nature, since the nature of being divine often stands in direct concert with being treated with religiosity? does my self-gnosis denote religiosity by default? what about divinity as a kink framework (related to the aforementioned, obviously)? if I'm inclined to do that, does that not suggest a tendency towards religiosity? frankly, it's unclear what practices do denote religiosity -- a desire to do ritual, I'd imagine, but then what rituals are considered sacred as opposed to profane? is it intention that changes the vibe? are witches religious? if there is no deity involved, is religiosity entirely off the table? of course not (see: mention of Buddhism, above), so then where does the line get drawn? do metaphysics of some sort need to be involved? is a cosmological framework required? or a holy text? yeah, what about holy texts, can anything be a holy text? the Snapewives could be considered religious, so clearly religion can be derived from a multitude of sources. is it the element of consensus? is it when UPG becomes SPG? is fervour a required attribute? to do something "religiously" can just mean you do it a lot. are "Chreaster" Christians religious? how often does one have to participate in the rites that define their chosen religion to be considered religious? what about belief? does what one choose to believe denote religiosity? does credibility or lack thereof play a part? if a sense of morality is sufficiently strong and rigid, does that strong belief still tilt one towards religiosity even if this sense wasn't developed in a typically religious context?
with all these inconclusive questions (and I didn't even get to all of them, I just got tired of typing), I'm going to assume being religious is a matter of such subjectivity that if I say "I'm religious, I have a Saint David Bowie candle and I burn it every January" no one can definitively say otherwise
#sidebar: i hate the term ''spiritual'' i think it needs to be taken out back and shot. go religious or go home. cut the bullshit#the last line in this post was partially facetious. that wouldn't be the reason i'd claim religiosity (although it's compelling!)#the reason i'd claim religiosity was already mentioned in the early second paragraph <3#i don't do drugs(religion) i AM drugs(religion)#singularity.txt
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i know it was just a haha funnies but mac saying "we don't want safe, charlie, we want toxic" about the glue really mirrors his relationships. he doesn't want safe (ignoring his uncle who represents the father figure he always wished for, also dismissing charlie who was there for him since childhood), he wants toxic (a mother who couldn't care less abt him, a dad who hates him except for his use, his codependent relationship with dennis which is mutually toxic but even more on dennis' side in the latter seasons). it's like he's programmed to reject love when it's just warmth.
#charmac#iasip posting#this is why macdennis works tho#bc dennis is controlling by nature (although recent seasons might suggest he is Tired of living that way)#and he has studied mac long enough to know macs twisted idea of love is only the toxic kind#so it works for the both of them lol#a symbiotic relationship#but its sad bc like macs chase for dennis sidelines his long term friendship w charlie#bc mac is so obsessed w getting acknowledged by the ppl who hate him#im glad the recent season is getting their friendship vibes back on track#as a charmac truther i would say im hoping for more (delusional)#charlie being like this is so annoying hes (donald) everything u ever wanted#if mac had a crush on charlie instead they would alr be canon#therefore in order for charmac to happen charlie needs to rival dennis' toxicity to mac thanku for listening to my ted talk
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it really strikes me as odd how adversarial fans are about the spn writers and talk about hating them or thinking they're bad at writing. because 1) they're the ones creating/continuing this piece of media that you clearly do love or at least care about and 2) if they were genuinely bad at writing, you wouldn't be here. the show would've fallen off the viewership and ratings cliff and would have been cancelled years ago and not run for fifteen seasons.
and these folks will have the one or two writers that they stan but will claim they're the only ones who knew what they were doing and honestly? 4 episodes in a 20-23 episode season does not carry a season/show. no single writer is carrying an entire season on their episodes alone and it's not like they weren't conferring with each other at all during the writing process.
idk. it just feels really really weird to see folks be so negative about the ppl who are creating the thing that they supposedly love, and it seems like a really miserable way to engage with a piece of media. not to mention that tbh it's pretty disrespectful to the writers to assume that they have no knowledge of their own craft. the majority of writers on spn have been at worst competent (i am setting aside the content of their writing bc that's a separate issue. sera gamble die by my sword.)
and tbh so much of what ppl talk about in terms of writerly incompetence just comes across as personal gripes about the plot not going in the direction they wanted or an inability to grasp that spn is a goddamn genre show and not a family drama. genres have their own language and trope toolboxes and you need to meet it where it is, not criticize it for being something that it isn't and never was intended to be.
#hate towards buckleming and charmyder i fully understand although i do think buckleming had momentary flashes of brilliance#i cannot say the same for charmyder....#also like. i find it very funny that spn writers over the years have run the absolute gamut in terms of training and experience#from masters in fine arts to zero formal training#unfortunately i hate read some blogs over the last 24hrs and i'm not upset or angry or even annoyed. just baffled.#spn
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Holy cow Gen V is like The Boys if The Boys was a show that had main characters whose motivations/stakes/development are actually interesting??!?
#the college setting lends itself to the raunchy over-the-top tone of the boys universe much better imo#and when these characters make short sighted emotional and/or inappropriate choices its far less infuriating#a lot of my gripes with the boys is with several long term character arcs so we cant fully compare yet obvs#im not getting into my the boys rant... its very love-hate#on one hand its the best superhero franchise out there w/ its worldbuilding and take on corporate superheroism#on the other hand hughie is the worst character im meant to root for that ive ever encountered & billy's shtick has gotten super old#so im really into this show set in the same interesting universe but without the characters for whom i cannot b asked to be invested in#although i had rose colored glasses during the first season of the boys too so theres plenty of time for gen v to get dumb#am i being biased because I'm very 👀😍🤪 over Jordan? yes yes i am but its also a bias that bends towards objective truth ☝️#dani talks about tv
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#⚠️ disclaimer ⚠️ i HATE the words creators and content and shit like that#i just used that word as an ☂️ term to include musicians digital artists painters film directors and so on and so forth#and art from my favorite artists felt a bit too redundant#also imo all artists are creators but not all creators are artists#although some creators actually do make art sometimes#not all they make is art though#ok i could go on about this forever so yeah i’ll 🤐 now#art#artists
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i wouldnt go so far as to call the calling a good book necessarily, but it's so much better than the stolen throne and it's actually got an interesting plot & lore, it's very refreshing when im reading them in order
#personal#da#i love grey warden stuff it's so juicy. horrifying! especially in this book! im glad they went that route!#still not a good book! but not on the same level as the stolen throne. god.#one thing about the da books is that they do generally trend upwards in quality which makes reading them a decent experience#or at least a better experience than it would be otherwise#in terms of being a good book the one i enjoy the most is last flight (although the current day chapters are a bit empty)#but for lore the calling probably is my favourite#asunder and the masked empire are better books than these first two but the plots...... god the plots.#if he wasnt the protag of asunder i think i would feel pretty indifferent towards rhys but that book makes me *hate* him#and as for the masked empire........ well ive talked before about how i just cant bring myself to care AT ALL about orlesian politics#some of the elf bits are interesting. give me a book about felassan. but also. yeesh. they did the wlw baaaad#not that i can complain if im saying i like the calling. one of the more jarring instances of bury your gays#like hey could you maybe give us wlw relationships that arent terrible and mlm relationships where they dont DIE
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what do you think the best case scenario is for jean and harry's relationship post-martinaise?
okay so not to be Like That but i do have one fic up about this with another one currently in the works
but anyway. obviously their relationship is never going to go back to the way it was. there was just SO MUCH between them that they have no hope of restoring with harry's amnesia, and also jean knows rationally that things shouldn't ever be the way they were again. it's not like they were ever supposed to be that way anyway.
in the best-case, i think it takes MONTHS for them to even start to bridge the gap, and harry has to initiate it. jean is done being the one reaching out, being the fixer, overlooking things. IF harry wants him back, as a friend or anything else- and secretly jean wants him to want him back, but he'll never admit that- he has to take the first steps and do the work. so first harry has to put in the work to recover (if harry kept using drugs, i don't think jean would care, but he'd have to kick the alcohol) and then harry has to put in the personal work and learn how to communicate properly and respect boundaries. even when he starts trying i think jean pushes back for a while and harry has to take his turn being the bigger person and let jean complain or shut him down or whatever and not bitch about it or start a fight, because that will just push jean away more.
best-case is that harry passes these little trials of jean's, and they finally sit down and have an actual conversation about everything and clear the air. i don't think it's a pretty conversation, but they (jean mostly) says a lot of things that have needed to be said for a long time. assuming this goes to jean's satisfaction i think they agree- harry gets ONE more chance to stay on jean's good side.
buffered by the few months of jean REALLY hating harry and resenting him and being jealous of his second chance and all that, i think a friendship between them has a better chance to be healthy at this point. harry is ostensibly working on his shitty habits and behaviors, and now harry probably has kim (and possibly others) to talk to, which takes a lot of the burden off jean, because imo one of the biggest issues harry and jean had was a lack of distance. they just couldn't get away from each other, and ended up not wanting to. so now they have an opportunity to keep a healthy buffer and *choose* to engage, which also allows them to step away from one another if things get heated. yes, they'll definitely still clash sometimes, but it's a lot easier to deal with when they can just agree to leave the argument there and not speak until they've gotten over themselves.
the best-case requires harry to do a lot of personal work but assuming he does do it, i do think he and jean could go back to being friends. their new relationship would definitely start off very rocky and tentative- mostly harry is afraid to ruin it again- but given enough time i think harry proves it's for real this time and they can come to actually trust each other and be comfortable around one another.
#there's a lot of capacity for hurt in that first year or so of their new attempt at friendship#no matter what jean just can't get the old harry out of his head#like harry has some kind of crisis and jean's instinct is still 'he's doing this for attention :/'#jean is still in this mindset of 'fuck harry he hurt me so i can hurt him back' and it takes a lot to get him out of it#he's not super comfortable being a shoulder for harry to cry on for a while because he's just holding his breath#waiting for the other shoe to drop. for months he doesn't believe harry is capable of getting better#and he's justified given harry's old attitude but like. post-amnesia harry is a different person#and he can't come to terms with that right away#once harrys earned trust back though theyre menaces.#harry holding jean in the most annoying bear hug on earth like#'hi everyone this is my beeest friend jean he loves me soooooooo much he'd never say anything mean to me'#jean pinches harry as hard as he possibly can like 'let go of me i fucking hate you. fucking moron'#then they go get dinner#thats a minor hc of mine. in their repaired friendship jean stays playfully aggressive towards harry a lot#but harry feels he needs to be a little more careful so doesn't do that much. although he does taunt jean a lot regardless#kiwipost#ACTIVATING MY MENTAL ILLNESS!!!#harry: this is my bestie jean. i made him a friendship bracelet but threw it in the trash#jean: this is my rescue dog harry. i don't kick him as much these days even though i really want to#(they are best friends. jean won't say so)#jean vicquemare#harry du bois#ask#jv meta#hdb meta
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side effect of ordering many things yesterday is that i'm due to get many packages today which means i am now terrified to go to the loo in case they arrive while i'm in there and i miss the front door
#i forgot how much i hate doorbell duty#although i don't even have a doorbell so i can't accurately call it that#that's just my term for waiting for deliveries#personal#the thing about getting three (3) packages is that if one arrives i still have to wait for the other two
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the nere fight without a sorcerer is hell on earth. that fight is always unpleasant, but without corydalis? it was so so so much worse. he can immediately kill the sergeant & nere in the very first turn. unfortunately with the way that battlefield is structured & how the enemies are dispersed, it is impossible to achieve that with a paladin. or any other class, I think.
sorcerers are just. better.
#bg3#bg3 spoilers#thoughts about media#HATE not having corydalis. you don't realise just how powerful sorcerers are until you don't have one.#for the record- this is how it took him one turn:#that level 3 lightning spell lined up over both of them (it will cover the distance) then meta magic quickened spell to do it again.#I believe this could be possible with a wizard if you used a haste potion? but I didn't want to cancel gale's potion of strength.#and he used his level 3 slots on counterspell. which was VERY necessary.#then astarion isn't high enough level in his wizard multiclass to use that spell.#like yeah paladins are strong too AND they can hit twice in one turn without using a bonus action.#in fact if you multiclass- you can stack a lot of extra hits onto a paladin.#the thing is? a sorcerer doesn't need all that. a sorcerer doesn't need to multiclass.#sorcerers are just. incredible on their own. best class in the game. hands down.#although I do think bard & paladin are right after sorcerer in terms of strength.#as soon as wyll hits level 6 in warlock. i'm multiclassing his remaining levels into sorcerer. no more suffering.
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Child-me may have not gotten all of her songs, but upon further review and with the power of voortschrijdend inzicht, i must conclude that Anouk's For Bitter or Worse album consists of nothing but banger after banger after banger
#like little me could not stand faith in my moon but honestly...it's a vibe#there are very few albums where i genuinely like every single song#but for bitter or worse really is one of them#like even bløfs umoja i have zero interest in één en alleen#klein orkest's roltrap naar de maan has that god awful song about the trains and the stomach aches#hozier's shrike and as it ways are as my mom would say: zeiknummers#i think maybe rumours might qualify? although i dont care much for don't stop but it's not like i hate it#katzenjammer's a kiss before you go is also way up there in terms of chef's kiss albums#like the diversity of the genres they go through and then they end on god's great dust storm#like that song is nothing but theatricality and it is SO good#the way it goes from so small to so big#ugh so good#but anyway#for bitter or worse: deeply underrated album (by me) honestly
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